so i know 3 or 4 pregnant females.
and i’m still trying to keess somebody.
i spell kiss keess ‘cause i can’t say that word comfortably.
i know only my best buds know my tumblr, but you guys have those words you can’t say out loud? mine are love, miss, and kiss. and beautiful. i think.
‘cause i can’t fathom what ‘love’ between two unrelated individuals is at the moment, i mean, i can say, ‘I love you.’, but i don’t mean it how i want to mean it.
i don’t really miss anyone. i feel like i’ve been able to be by myself since i was little, and i mean, it’s nice to have company and shit, but if i absolutely have to be by myself, i can be, and i won’t miss that person, it’s kind of a neutral thing.
kiss. um. well ya see. just bad memories about that word. bitches actin’ all cray an’ shit. just a weird word for me. i tried to kiss this chick in middle school, and she was such a prude about it. she was like, ‘when are we going to kiss?’ and her friend was like, ‘she wants you to kiss her so bad!’ and this chick turns away. it’s rid-DICK-uh-luss. i’m friends with her on fb, and she all like ‘i need someone to love me.’ b-b-bye bitch. i’m out herr tryna function, out herr tryna function.
and beautiful.. i can say you’re beautiful, but i feel like i don’t mean it. i can say it comfortably, but i can’t mean it the way i wanna. it’s like love or miss. i can love someone, but i just can’t say it with meaning.
lolventingtroll. i’ve had a lot on my mind lately. :P
juss tryna function, bruh. and kiss somebody, and like. ANOTHER THING. wait n’errmoind. i um.. need to get some sleep.
(i don’t sleep.)
b-b-bye bitch. *~*
